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"Ther I was bred, - allas, that ilke day! - |
500 | And fostred in a roche of marbul gray |
| So tendrely, that no thyng eyled me; |
| I nyste nat what was adversitee, |
| Til I koude flee ful hye under the sky. |
| Tho dwelte a tercelet me faste by |
505 | That semed welle of alle gentillesse, |
| Al were he ful of tresoun and falsnesse; |
| It was so wrapped under humble cheere, |
| And under hewe of trouthe in swich manere, |
| Under plesance, and under bisy peyne, |
510 | That I ne koude han wend he koude feyne, |
| So depe in greyn he dyed his colours. |
| Right as a serpent hit hym under floures |
| Til he may seen his tyme for to byte, |
| Right so this god of love, this ypocryte, |
515 | Dooth so hise cerymonyes and obeisaunces, |
| And kepeth in semblant alle hise observaunces |
| That sownen into gentillesse of love. |
| As in a toumbe is al the faire above, |
| And under is the corps swich as ye woot, |
520 | Swich was this ypocrite, bothe coold and hoot; |
| And in this wise he served his entente, |
| That, save the feend-noon wiste what he mente; |
| Til he so longe hadde wopen and compleyned, |
| And many a yeer his service to me feyned, |
525 | Til that myn herte, to pitous and to nyce, |
| Al innocent of his crouned malice, |
| Forfered of his deeth, as thoughte me, |
| Upon his othes and his seuretee, |
| Graunted hym love up this condicioun |
530 | That everemoore myn honour and renoun |
| Were saved, bothe privee and apert. |
| This is to seyn, that after his desert |
| I yaf hym al myn herte and al my thoght - |
| God woot and he, that ootherwise noght! - |
535 | And took his herte in chaunge for myn for ay. |
| But sooth is seyd, goon sithen many a day, |
| 'A trewe wight and a theef thenken nat oon.' |
| And whan he saugh the thyng so fer ygoon, |
| That I hadde graunted hym fully my love, |
540 | In swich a gyse as I have seyd above, |
| And yeven hym my trewe herte, as free |
| As he swoor he his herte yaf to me, |
| Anon this tigre ful of doublenesse |
| Fil on hise knees, with so devout humblesse, |
545 | With so heigh reverence, and as by his cheere |
| So lyk a gentil lovere of manere, |
| So ravysshed, as it semed, for the joye, |
| That nevere Jason, ne Parys of Troye - |
| Jason? Certes, ne noon oother man |
550 | Syn Lameth was, that alderfirst bigan |
| To loven two, as writen folk biforn - |
| Ne nevere, syn the firste man was born, |
| Ne koude man, by twenty thousand part, |
| Countrefete the sophymes fo his art; |
555 | Ne were worhty unbokelen his galoche, |
| Ther doublenesse or feynyng sholde approche, |
| Ne so koude thonke a wight as he dide me. |
| His manere was an hevene for to see |
| Til any womman, were she never so wys; |
560 | So peynted he and kembde at point-devys |
| As wel hise wordes as his contenaunce |
| And I so loved hym for his oveisaunce |
| And for the trouthe I demed in his herte, |
| That if so were that any thyng hym smerte, |
565 | Al were it nevere so lite, and I it wiste, |
| Me thoughte I felte deeth myn herte twiste. |
| And shortly so ferforth this thyng is went, |
| That my wyl was his willes instrument; |
| This is to seyn, my wyl obeyed his wyl |
570 | In alle thyng as fer as resoun fil, |
| Kepynge the boundes of my worshipe evere. |
| Ne nevere hadde I thyng so lief, ne levere, |
| As hym, God woot! ne nevere shal namo. |
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| "Where I was born -alas, that cruel day!- |
500 | And fostered on a rock of marble grey |
| So tenderly that nothing troubled me, |
| I knew not what it was, adversity, |
| Till I could soar on high under the sky. |
| There dwelt a handsome tercelet there, hard by, |
505 | Who seemed the dwell of every nobleness; |
| Though he was full of treason and falseness, |
| It was so hidden under humble bearing, |
| And under hues of truth which he was wearing, |
| And under kindness, never used in vain, |
510 | That no one could have dreamed that he could feign, |
| So deeply ingrained were his colours dyed. |
| But just as serpent under flower will hide |
| Until he sees the time has come to bite, |
| Just so this god of love, this hypocrite |
515 | With false humility for ever served |
| And seemed a wooer who the rites observed |
| That so become the gentleness of love. |
| As of a tomb the fairness is above, |
| While under is the corpse, such as you know, |
520 | So was this hypocrite, cold and hot also; |
| And in this wise he served his foul intent |
| That except the devil no one knew what he meant, |
| Till he so long had wept and had complained, |
| And many a year his service to me feigned, |
525 | That my poor heart, a pitiful sacrifice, |
| All ignorant of his supreme malice, |
| Fearing he'd die, as it then seemed to me, |
| Because of his great oaths and surety, |
| Granted him love, on this condition known, |
530 | That evermore my honour and renown |
| Were saved, both private fame and fame overt; |
| That is to say, that, after his desert |
| I gave him all my heart and all my thought- |
| God knows, and he, that more I gave him naught- |
535 | And took his heart in change for mine, for aye. |
| But true it is, and has been many a day, |
| A true man and a thief think not at one. |
| And when he saw the thing so far was gone |
| That I had fully granted him my love, |
540 | In such a way as I've explained above, |
| And given him my faithful heart, as free |
| As he swore he had given his to me, |
| Anon this tiger, full of doubleness, |
| Fell on his knees, devout in humbleness, |
545 | With so high reverence, and, by his face, |
| So like a lover in his gentle grace, |
| So ravished, as it seemed, for very joy, |
| That never Jason nor Paris of Troy- |
| Jason? Nay, truly, nor another man |
550 | Since Lamech lived, who was the first began |
| To love two women, those that write have sworn, |
| Not ever, since the primal man was born, |
| Could any man, by twenty-thousandth part, |
| Enact the tricks of this deceiver's art; |
555 | Nor were he worthy to unlace his shoe, |
| Where double-dealing or deceit were due, |
| Nor could so thank a person as he me! |
| His manner was most heavenly to see, |
| For any woman, were she ever so wise; |
560 | So painted he, and combed, at point-device, |
| His manner, all in all, and every word. |
| And so much by his bearing was I stirred |
| And for the truth I thought was in his heart, |
| That, if aught troubled him and made him smart, |
565 | Though ever so little bit, and I knew this, |
| It seemed to me I felt death's cruel kiss. |
| And briefly, so far all these matters went, |
| My will became his own will's instrument; |
| That is to say, my will obeyed his will |
570 | In everything in reason, good or ill, |
| Keeping within the bounds of honour ever. |
| Never had I a thing so dear- ah, never!- |
| As him, God knows! nor ever shall anew. |
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