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1205 | The thridde, ferthe, fifte, sixte day |
After tho dayes ten, of which I tolde, | |
Bitwixen hope and drede his herte lay, | |
Yet somwhat trustinge on hir hestes olde. | |
But whan he saugh she nolde hir terme holde, | |
1210 | He can now seen non other remedye, |
But for to shape him sone for to dye. |
Therwith the wikked spirit, God us blesse, | |
Which that men clepeth wood jalousye, | |
Gan in him crepe, in al this hevynesse; | |
1215 | For which, bycause he wolde sone dye, |
He ne eet ne dronk, for his malencolye, | |
And eek from every companye he fledde; | |
This was the lyf that al the tyme he ledde. |
He so defet was, that no maner man | |
1220 | Unnethe mighte him knowe ther he wente; |
So was he lene, and therto pale and wan, | |
And feble, that he walketh by potente; | |
And with his ire he thus himselven shente. | |
But whoso axed him wherof him smerte, | |
1225 | He seyde, his harm was al aboute his herte. |
Pryam ful ofte, and eek his moder dere, | |
His bretheren and his sustren gonne him freyne | |
Why he so sorwful was in al his chere, | |
And what thing was the cause of al his peyne? | |
1230 | But al for nought; he nolde his cause pleyne, |
But seyde, he felte a grevous maladye | |
Aboute his herte, and fayn he wolde dye. |
So on a day he leyde him doun to slepe, | |
And so bifel that in his sleep him thoughte, | |
1235 | That in a forest faste he welk to wepe |
For love of hir that him these peynes wroughte; | |
And up and doun as he the forest soughte, | |
He mette he saugh a boor with tuskes grete, | |
That sleep ayein the brighte sonnes hete. |
1240 | And by this boor, faste in his armes folde, |
Lay kissing ay his lady bright Criseyde: | |
For sorwe of which, whan he it gan biholde, | |
And for despyt, out of his slepe he breyde, | |
And loude he cryde on Pandarus, and seyde, | |
1245 | `O Pandarus, now knowe I crop and rote! |
I nam but deed; ther nis non other bote! |
`My lady bright Criseyde hath me bitrayed, | |
In whom I trusted most of any wight, | |
She elles-where hath now hir herte apayed; | |
1250 | The blisful goddes, through hir grete might, |
Han in my dreem y-shewed it ful right. | |
Thus in my dreem Criseyde I have biholde' -- | |
And al this thing to Pandarus he tolde. |
`O my Criseyde, allas! What subtiltee. | |
1255 | What newe lust, what beautee, what science, |
What wratthe of juste cause have ye to me? | |
What gilt of me, what fel experience | |
Hath fro me raft, allas! Thyn advertence? | |
O trust, O feyth, O depe asseuraunce, | |
1260 | Who hath me reft Criseyde, al my plesaunce? |
`Allas! Why leet I you from hennes go, | |
For which wel neigh out of my wit I breyde? | |
Who shal now trowe on any othes mo? | |
God wot I wende, O lady bright, Criseyde, | |
1265 | That every word was gospel that ye seyde! |
But who may bet bigylen, yf him liste, | |
Than he on whom men weneth best to triste? |
`What shal I doon, my Pandarus, allas! | |
I fele now so sharpe a newe peyne, | |
1270 | Syn that ther is no remedie in this cas, |
That bet were it I with myn hondes tweyne | |
Myselven slow, than alwey thus to pleyne. | |
For thurgh my deeth my wo sholde han an ende, | |
Ther every day with lyf myself I shende.' |
1275 | Pandare answerde and seyde, `Allas the whyle |
That I was born; have I not seyd er this, | |
That dremes many a maner man bigyle? | |
And why? For folk expounden hem amis. | |
How darstow seyn that fals thy lady is, | |
1280 | For any dreem, right for thyn owene drede? |
Lat be this thought, thou canst no dremes rede. |
`Paraunter, ther thou dremest of this boor, | |
It may so be that it may signifye | |
Hir fader, which that old is and eek hoor, | |
1285 | Ayein the sonne lyth, on poynt to dye, |
And she for sorwe ginneth wepe and crye, | |
And kisseth him, ther he lyth on the grounde; | |
Thus shuldestow thy dreem a-right expounde.' |
`How mighte I thanne do?' quod Troilus, | |
1290 | `To knowe of this, ye, were it never so lyte?' |
`Now seystow wysly,' quod this Pandarus, | |
`My reed is this, syn thou canst wel endite, | |
That hastely a lettre thou hir write, | |
Thurgh which thou shalt wel bringen it aboute, | |
1295 | To knowe a sooth of that thou art in doute. |
`And see now why; for this I dar wel seyn, | |
That if so is that she untrewe be, | |
I can not trowe that she wol wryte ayeyn. | |
And if she wryte, thou shalt ful sone see, | |
1300 | As whether she hath any libertee |
To come ayein, or ellis in som clause, | |
If she be let, she wol assigne a cause. |
`Thou hast not writen hir syn that she wente, | |
Nor she to thee, and this I dorste leye, | |
1305 | Ther may swich cause been in hir entente, |
That hardily thou wolt thyselven seye, | |
That hir abood the beste is for yow tweye. | |
Now wryte hir thanne, and thou shalt fele sone | |
A sothe of al; ther is no more to done.' |
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